Tuesday, October 4, 2011


Everyone should do OMBRE HAIR!! It's super super super FUN!!!!
Okay today was my first time doing this ombre hair and I'm addicted alreadyy! It was only temporary, but my friends keep telling me to do this permanently. Sadly I haven't got enough guts.. YET. Hahaha!

The make up:

Dress: Monday to Sunday (The GOODSDEPT), blazer: Invio, bracelet: H&M, ring: Little Things She Needs,
socks: Sox Gallery, black pumps: STC Senayan

After taking this pics I went out to see my friend at Mall of Indonesia and you're right. Everyone just couldn't stop starring at my hair. LOL! Yet I have this little project with my some of my Lookbook friends to just hang out someday with this ombre hair on! And we got to choose different color for each! haha I just can't wait!!

from camera with love

What do people do at such long vacation? Traveling? shopping? hang out with friends everyday?Doing DVD marathon, play games? Well I did most of them, enjoyed my holiday like common people with their common vacation. Feeling bloody unproductive. HAHAHA.

Well one thing I did that is not unproductive is these photoshoots. Me love photoshoots! I love wearing cool make up and hairdo, beautiful clothes, and (TRY) posing for great pictures. I do have tons of photos from quite a long time ago, and I'm kinda not interested in putting them here. So here are the latest ones! me love!!

Wardrobe by Winda Halomoan,
Photographers: Ricky Reonardus & Michael Wong
Make up & hairdo by Marcella

These are the cool photographers Ricky & M. Wong !

and the team!

oh and I got to take pictures with Naomi Lee! So gorgeousss, I'm a fan :*

Well I did some interesting stuffs this morning, I did made a temporary ombre hair and took some pics, will post about it later. Sooo excited!

PS. Tomorrow's still a holiday. Wish me luck in being productive ;)

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Been there?

Such a control freak
Did everything just to stop my tears
Not necessarily because I don't want to be sad
It's because I hate the puffy eyes afterwards
Cause I'm such a control freak

Well now without the tears
The trembling down is sealed inside
Stating the obvious, the heart suffers more
Now that I'm such a control freak
I've gone mad trying to figure out how to make it stop

Such a control freak I am
That I don't even accept self's humanity
Everything has to be perfect
Without defining perfect before

So now assuming own definition of perfect
I guess it's about to end perfectly now
As they say your whole life will be flashed back right in front of your eyes in the last seconds
And the last feeling I'd have is to be perfectly glad to let it go
So goodbye ~

Saturday, April 16, 2011


Is the universe standing against me? You know, it's all in my mind, yes. I don't have a choice, it's all in my mind again, yes. So what? Am I gonna light up, light up, as if I had a choice? I don't think so. Like I said, I'm a mind traveller. Who knows I'm lost or not. I don't even know and I don't even care. All I know is I know where I stand. I keep trembling, yes. It's not a steady ground. Yet do I look like I care? Nope. I could dance there and watch my world tear apart. I could still dance. Am I that strong? In my mind, yes.

There are MANY times I can't understand my own will, my own thoughts. And there are many times I prefer to and have to be lost, because being sane feels destructive. And I guess it's okay. Because sometimes we don't fit our own shoes, or sometimes the shoes even kill you. The shoes hurt.

Yet in the end, people stand for their own will. Who said they will care about yours? Your mind did? Yeah, it's ALL in your mind. Did they tell you it's gonna be the best way out? It's all in their mind, yes. Do I look like I'm misunderstanding and judging people's mind? Could be. But then again, it's all in our mind. But I'm trying to play fair here..

I'm misunderstanding myself, so..
Go ahead world, misunderstand me. I NEED to be misunderstood today.
Happy? Yes, eventually.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Mind Traveller

I know I'm not such a blogger. I go on and off, talk about this and that, all random. I don't post a post very often. Not because I have nothing to say, but because I have too muchhhhhh things going on in my mind that I don't know how to explain. I'm a mind traveller, and sometimes I get lost in my random thoughts and live there for a moment.

You know, when people don't post, it doesn't mean they don't actually write. And FYI, I have way more drafts that I didn't post than those I posted. Many considerations, yes. Sometimes it's because I'm just being simply egoistic by not trusting anyone who reads to interpret my writing in their own way. I don't like being misunderstood and don't find out about it. Egoistic, yes.

Another considerations? Hmm maybe I just failed to express the thoughts, hated the writings, and just leave them there. Most likely I hate being misunderstood by myself.

And about the mind itself, you know, it's wild IN there. It's millions of new species IN there. It's a place to live, to build a new life, a place to get lost and stuck. It's where the biggest hope, dreams, happiness live. It's where the deepest sorrow lives. It's where the comfort zone, pleasant & unpleasant surprises, wildest fantasy live, all side by side. It's where believes live. And it's where many other things that not yet have a name live. I'm pretty sure you guys are already familiar with the quotes "it's all in your mind", yes that's exactly what I'm trying to say.

You can travel your own mind, recognize everything, feel everything, get lost for a while. Enjoy your vivid imagination, if you had one. Live in your mind for a while, in the exact way you want to live. Then you'll realize real soon that you're building a life out of it. You're building yourself by traveling in your very own mind.

P.S. About the vivid imagination, I just read it in @ZodiacFacts timeline that it belongs to the Cancers and thus I'm a proud one. Sorry, I'm just being positively subjective to the tweets :D

Wednesday, January 26, 2011


I've been on quite a tough time lately. And just a few hours ago, this Inception movie suddenly came across my mind. And in order to give myself some times to be true and weak for a moment, I allow myself to have this thought:

"If the idea of Inception was right, I would really like to be trapped in a dream that I design by myself for years that seems like forever. At least when I woke up, I'll know that I've had enough good times I've been seeking for, and in that way, I'll move on."

And I thought this line from the Inception movie suits me just well, "I miss you more than I can bear, but we had our time together, and I have to let you go." - Mr. Cobb